It has been years since I last posted. Years! For a long time I wasn't writing, at all really, nothing but shopping lists. I didn't miss it a bit. Well, maybe a little. The thing is, I don't really know what my Voice is anymore. I don't remember how to write, and I don't remember who I was, and I'm not sure who I am now. This log was so important to me, I do remember now. I thought I was putting into words my deepest heart's feelings; now I'm not so sure. I think I might have obfuscated a great deal.
Anyway, I'm unsure. Exceedingly. But maybe I'll just start again.